I’m bleeding and dying…
Shying away from the tears in my mind
Within an illusionary world I am trying
Though hate surrounds my kind
I have chains heavy like lead …
Causing me to constantly frown
Search for a way to break away from the dead
The dead thoughts that tie me down.
The shrill racket of sorrow surrounds
Is it the drumming of a heart in the walls
of tin?
My soul’s empty but then what is that
sound!
Dejected, rejected, yet beating...isn’t
that a sin??
I hold my breath hoping to keep everything
still
To keep motions, thought, & feelings at
a static pace
I realize nothing is in my hands, so what
good is a will?
I have no say on what events I will be
forced to face.
Yet you give me the mind to know the
emptiness inside
And the cure you say is 'loving ones own soul’
I believe the word, laughing at the inability I bide
Need to be loved externally too. Yes… I know that’s not the goal!
Don’t preach to me the strategy from externality.
I have read the books too…I know the rules
I’ve had enough of this daily façade of
liberty
I want to live my life free of these rules!
Prakriti